Never fall in love..

Never fall in love with the wrong person.
Don't be easily swayed away by emotions of love.Endure it.

Control your heart,your desire.Just wait patiently,the time will come finally,if that's your destiny..I'm tired of marriage worries in some people..If you really want to get married,prepare yourself.Don't just throw unnecessary emotions here and there,telling about your never ending marriage dreams.Be serious,straight to the point,whether want or not.at that point of time.If not sure yet,leave it first,until you become very sure of your feelings,your decision that you made.At the same time,set a positive thinking and pray.Some people say that if you continuously say or wishing for something,that might turn true,or real.But where's the effort of improving yourself?Put the effort too.And distract yourself from worries over something that will not help you anywhere,at all.If you do something that's useful,something around you are going to change,so with the chances that you might get..

Love never wait.
Love never choose.
Love is unconditional.

But..
You can choose.
You can plan.
You can control.

Because you have the power.
You have the ability.
Ability to decide what you want to be.

Hence,protect your heart.
Don't waste it for bad love.
Which is merely temporary.
Only to pass the time.
To fulfill your desire to feel,to be loved.
Love that is not qualified to be yours.
Leave it.
Avoid it.

Love is pure.
Love is clean.
Hence take care of those feelings.
Until the most suitable person received it.
And you deserve it.
After all the patience,perspiration and perseverance.

Just be patient..

-notcar99-

Hope

Hoping for something..

Hope should never cease..

There's a problem
Keep haunting this body
That never disappear
Always come disturbing
Until I feel suffocated
Become so stressed
Fed up,angry,sad..

That thing
Can't say it aloud
Only share it with God
Tell what this heart feels
Asking Him for help
Because only Him can help
Nobody else..

Even that thing is something's shameful, a sin,mortal sin,unforgivable ..
He covers it..
If a person repent,
Truthfully,with sincerity,
Asking for forgiveness,
He will,He may forgive..

How if a sin keep repeating over and over..
You repent and repent,
But you never fail to repeat it..
You regret over it
Feeling sad because you are so weak
Weak to fight the temptation of the satan
and the nafs inside yourself..

When this will be over
Until when will be thinking about the same problem
That never been resolved
Never permanently stop
until when..
until heart become so rigid?
until heart ignore it ..
because you have given up..
Never..please
Never lose hope
Inside you and to Him..

Tired..
Of losing spirit
Losing happiness
Losing true meaning in life
Repeating the same thing
Never really changing
Never really repenting

What is the meaning of this life
If you can't know the aim of living
The reason for survival
Only go with the flow
Life become so bored
And useless,and just has nothing in it
Lifeless life,loneliness
All suffering is futile..

If you can't make yourself useful
If you can't love yourself
If you can't love God (Allah)
And the prophet Muhammad
If you can't follow His order
If you violating yourself
Every now and then
...
Then you are taking this life for granted..
You aren't qualified to get His blessing..
Jannah is a only dream then..

Hope..

I still wish for that hope
Hoping that
Problem will be solved
The unsettling feeling inside me to stop
bothering me
Hoping to change totally,
To a better me,like a new person
That has just born..or reborn..
I want to leave all the things that I don't want to with me
Qualities that doesn't need to be kept
Want to be someone different
Want to forget all the bad memories
Want to throw away the sadness,the loneliness,the darkness,
Want to have a new episodes of life..
With a new motivation
That keep me going..

Please,
Dear God,
Dear Allah,
Please help me
To reform myself
Help me to change
Help me grow to a better human
Only you..
I hope my heart always filled with You
Remembering you,Allah..
So I can always keep myself in check
Every moment in my life
Everything that I do
So I will never repeat those mistakes again

Hopefullly this hope never cease..
And all the wishes come true..

If God's (Allah) will..Insya-Allah..


Expression of a stressed heart,
-notcar99-

Pantun Tentang Kesihatan-3

Jual karpet tapi tak laku,
Hati gusar, ke hulu ke hilir,
Bila tersedu semua terpaku,
Cepat-cepatlah meneguk air.

Malam yang sepi kulihat purnama,
Dihiasi sahut-sahutan cengkerik,
Minum air hilangkan dahaga,
Badan segar mata pun celik.

Manis rasanya seperti gula,
Berwarna oren kekuning-kuningan,
Khasiatnya banyak sangat berguna,
Minumlah madu, jadikan amalan.

-notcar99-

Pantun Nasihat-3

Ikan kerapu,ikan gelama,
Masuk kuali goreng sahaja,
Hati itu kunci utama,
Rosak ia,rosak semuanya.

Kuih bergedel menjadi pilihan,
Buat pengikat perut yang lapar,
Jangan berlebihan mengikut perasaan,
Kembalikan semula semangat yang pudar.

Hatimu gusar fikiran bercelaru,
Semangat yang hilang tiada berganti,
Kepada Allah lah engkau mengadu,
Tempat meluah duka di hati.

-notcar99-

Think

We must think before doing anything..Do you agree?


I always tell this to myself
Think before you say anything
Think before you do something
Think twice if you’re not sure what to say
Or just keep quiet
Keep it to yourself


Because once you say a word
It gives an impact to your surrounding
Once you do something
You will be responsible for your actions
And you must know that
What has been said cannot be unsaid
What has been done cannot be undone


But..
We are humans
We are never free from mistakes
And we also change with time
So with our emotions and feeling
They never remain constant
The same thing happens to me
Whatever I feel today,I may not feel anymore the next day
What did I say today,may not be applicable for tomorrow
I may forget about it
Because I know
When today is over
It  becomes a past
Past is past,will never come again
Tomorrow is future,
We will try the best for the next part of our lives
And nobody knows what will actually happen next
We can only plan,God will decide
So be careful,be aware,keep in mind
That the same incident might be repeated
Like the idiom ‘History Repeats Itself’.

-notcar99-